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yr standing on my neck​!​!​!

by DUMP HIM

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1.
don’t really care about anything anymore why did i ever care about anything before don’t really feel anything anymore how did i even feel anything before you always say the right things but it don’t mean shit to me you always say the right things; your intention empty but you’re not let off the hook, you’re not let off for good still skirt responsibility always destroying don’t really care about anything anymore why did i ever care about anything before don’t really feel anything anymore how did i even feel anything before in this sick sad world of ours don’t wanna do all your chores not gonna ever catch a break i’ve run outta things to say not even listening to me you just have fun, i’ll go to sleep you’re not listening to me so i’m just done trying
2.
fun home 02:19
i’ve never felt safe in any place, my home above all please don’t ask me, i wont tell you the truth please don’t press me i’ll fold (I will lose) i’m always the one to look bad when I fight back never had much space to think; I erase bad when it happens — there’s never a break. forget it. you don’t even ask me anymore i don’t even tell you; what for? i want
 everyone far away

 but I’m in too deep, it’s too late. my fault always. another mistake
3.
winter 03:38
i am cold hearted. yr hands in my pockets, but i can’t warm anyone work to keep myself numb i watch like a movie as i let you consume me apologize to everyone for ruining yr fun i spoke up, but spoke quiet. you ignored and hide it push me again, so dominant, you win. ((now you can’t call me home, yr on yr own you can’t call tomorrow, i’m free at last)) am i a liar? or just weak? i’ll set fire to myself and my friends so you can reach yr ends
4.
i want to be pretty like a boy, 
but I’m not a boy at all i have no concept of whats real; it is so unusual try not to look in the mirror, i don’t even want to know
 that I am made of flesh and bone. i sit in bed for weeks, try to transcend my human form maybe I won’t feel if I can’t remember what’s wrong i can’t identify the cause
, i don’t know what I am. can’t do anything about it.
5.
i hate men and human nature doesn't exist.

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//all of these songs are re-recordings of old demos written in the spring of 2015//

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released September 27, 2015

++guitars recorded in rebecca weingast's basement from 12-2am some night in early september
vocals recorded in the smith audio booth 11-11:58pm some night in mid september ;)++

i dunno what i'm doing.

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DUMP HIM Northampton, Massachusetts

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