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Benefit/Doubt
01:35
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i don’t come here often,
so i don’t see it much
and i like it that way --
let’s just keep in touch,
i think that’s enough
i undermine the feeling
that i’ve had for so long
benefit over doubt,
i can get enough
it’s not too much --
it’s never too much
it doesn’t feel good
just like it should
i don’t feel too good,
don’t think i should
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2. |
Spectator
01:42
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i want to know what yr thoughts feel like,
what it is to live in real life.
and I’m outside, but there’s a window between
what i feel and what I can see.
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3. |
Attack And Amend
02:12
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you call me,
distilling apathy,
saying that you’ll leave
but you won’t leave
yr trying yr best
to craft gloomy epithets
that you won’t let me see
you stay good to me
telling off your friends
attack and amend
pretend
you’re dying so i won’t leave
try to keep you afloat
but i will overflow
swim away from me
aim to aggrieve
i think this is good for nothing,
i am too young to poise myself --
never mind plunging others,
it pervades me with regret.
and you call me
assuming property
saying that you’ll grieve
but i will leave
it’s our fate to waste
in separate states
i’m laboring away
to make you go away
what you call home
i never will know
move far from you,
embrace solitude
take some time
to unwrap my mind
from what you
tangled it up in
i know this is good for nothing
i’m old enough to poise myself
and the sinking others that i hold
will not source regret
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4. |
What's Yr Deal With Kim?
02:14
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no one here knows what to do.
they’re not too good with the follow through.
so I lay in bed and watch the rain fall down,
listen to Nebraska ‘til the end and turn the record back around
did you clear the air yet?
i know I’m never here, yes,
but are you all there yet?
i know, I know, I’m never here.
no one here knows what to say,
so i talk to Liam, like, everyday.
let sadness decay and watch the rain fall down,
listen to Pacer ‘til the end and turn the record back around.
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5. |
Route One, Saugus
02:12
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there’s always something [else]
there’s always something else that’s wrong,
and i can’t see straight,
and i know that i’ve been gone;
am i capable?
there's always something [else]
there’s always something else that’s wrong,
then i can’t see straight,
and i’ll keep myself away,
But claim i want more time.
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6. |
42069
01:10
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so you’re always
falling over yourself
on a hamster wheel
of gay death.
an insulting idea
never thought through,
but alternatives are overdue
on the wheel of gay death
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7. |
Pretty Like A Boy
01:30
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i want to be pretty like a boy,
but I’m not at all
i have no concept of what’s real;
it is so unusual
try not to look in the mirror,
i don’t even want to know
that I am made of flesh and bone.
so i sit in bed for weeks,
try to transcend my human form
maybe I won’t feel
if I can’t remember what’s wrong
i can’t identify the cause
,
i don’t know what I am.
can’t do anything about it.
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